| I love Brown. Thank god I'm not coming home for a month =D
haha. they actually had my textbook on here. my $110 textbook. ew.
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| What is new. Hm.
. Emily is working at Jamba with me now.
. But unfortunately I'm not going to get to work with her for a month.
. And that is because I'm going to Brown for 3 weeks.
. And I leave Saturday.
. And last night Chris and I were at work until 3 am. It was horrible.
. umm. Nothing else.
Bye bye xanga.
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| Listening to this puts me back in Boston. Then I open my eyes and
remember that I'm still here, in this scorching hot mass of land
sometimes referred to as Texas. The place I'm out of as soon as my name
is called at graduation.
Back to Boston...Time has flown by since then, and I never thought
everything between you and I would change to this extent...It's safe to
say that it was by far the most incredible time of my life thus far,
but somehow I feel a little better now that it's different. That
weekend...I still don't feel like that really happened to me...it felt
like a lucid dream. I still have to remind myself that yes, I really
was that happy and yes, all that happened, really did.
I don't know why I'm going on about this, to be honest I really don't
even think about it that much. I don't know if it's because my mind has
found other things to go back to and pause at, or if it's just been too
long and I'm gradually losing the memory.
That reminds me. I watched this movie with Robin Williams called Final
Cut a few days ago. It was a horrible movie but it made me think about
last summer and the night Alece and I accidentally stayed up all night
talking. I remember telling her I wish my memories were on video so I
could go back and watch them and nothing significant would ever fade.
At the time the reason I wanted this ability so badly was...because I
didn't want to forget someone who I cared about more than anything for
2 years then suddenly dropped out of my life. I was so scared I'd
forget all the "first-times" that went along with the relationship.
Don't read that the wrong way. I mean the first time I felt a lot of
emotions I never knew existed. I didn't want to forget those times that
I'd always play back in my head when I was unhappy or couldn't sleep.
This is sad I guess, but it doesn't matter to me anymore, and I can
only recall a few of the times we spent together, out of 2 years.
Anyways. Back to the initial subject..Final Cut...god I go on the worst
tangents. That movie pretty much made my old wish a reality. The movie
was shit though. I think I spent the majority of the 2 and however many
minutes thinking about how much things have changed since last summer,
and how much I've changed, and how much things have changed since that
relationship. I think I've used to word "things" way too many times but
I want to keep THINGS (ha) pretty ambiguous. Anyway. If anyone has
actually read this far, which I'm sorry if you have...I owe you a few
minutes of your life. Oh. Another reason I was thinking about all this
is because I went back and made all my old posts private. So I was
forced to read some things. Last thing. I'm finally starting to feel a
little bit better.
And if you're wondering...no, there wasn't a point to any of this.
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| I CUT MY HURRRRRR!
yay.
Tonight, Matt, Cole and I ran over an armidillo, actually I must take
the blame because I was driving for some unknown reason. It was very
sad and very scary and we didn't bury it so try to avoid John McCain at
all costs. It is not pretty.
That is all. Happy June.
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| I cut my hair off!! Finallly. I will post pictures soon. Please people,
just take the free stuff, I will gladly bring it over to your house. If
you don't know of this free stuff I'm talking about, scroll down a bit.
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